Today is a beautiful sunny day. Only a few white fluffy clouds in the sky. A gorgeous summer’s day. Unfortunately today, I’m just not feeling it.

My heart is beating fast, I feel sick, I’m very jumpy and my hands are shaking. I know it’ll pass. Right now, anxiety is kicking my ass. I don’t know why….but today it is getting the better of me.

I’m trying to distract myself, am taking things slowly and completing small and manageable tasks.

I’m so frustrated….Monday I felt on top of the world and back to myself again. I can’t live in the past, I need to stay in the present and remind myself that while today is a bad day, there will be other good days.

Published by Sassyscot79

I'm 40 and fabulous! I love good wine, nice gin and good food. Prefer cosy nights in to wild nights out and am figuring out the rest as I go along!!